last night i dreamt of me marrying someone i did not like and it was totally horrifying that i started crying. luckily i woke up to see that i was with the one i wanted.
it only gets better each time we are together.
i cannot write anything. i will be able to write a lot when this lovesickness starts. but right now i am only forcing myself to jot down a few words regarding how i feel as i want to have it all remembered. i want to be reminded of how good we can be in the future. no words on my mind can add up to how i truly feel though. no words.
i wish i can grab this feeling and store it in a little bottle, so i can carry it around and maybe sniff a bit of it when life gets hard.
nothing in this world can be as nice as the he and i in it.
time is passing so fast. i am leaving soon. i need to gather my guts and be a bit braver for the long journey ahead.
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