i am developing this tendency to be writing like crazy again, and then i will be reading like crazy, and then i will be watching movies like crazy, and then i will be playing with luna like crazy, and then i will be painting like crazy, and then i will be taking photos like crazy, and then i will be making useless little things like crazy.
because that's all there is. that's all one gets to do, being crazy about life, diving into your passions, no matter how silly they are and how non-productive they appear to society. i do not mind being freaky, nerdy or geeky.
sigh.
obviously i am in a lovesick state and am desperately seeking ways to get him off my mind for a while. i don't want to be pathetic. i just want to be this lovely woman a smart boy like him will love.
summer is ending soon! i seriously don't like winter but i guess for something good to happen i will have to get through winter first. :/
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