2013年10月30日 星期三

certainties

if you care about someone, there are certain things you do;
certain ways you feel; certain questions you ask.

if you don't, then you don't,
and there are certain things you do
when you don't.

2013年10月28日 星期一

incredible pain on my chest

all kinds of possibilities, all kinds of worries.. 
i try not to think. i order my body to recover. 
i wonder, if this could be that, or that, or something else. 
i wish for it to go away. 

when it comes to sickness i am like an old lady. 
i will be my own doctor, if i may. 
the scariest thing is that when something really happens there are actually people on this earth who need me more than i need myself. 

for example, my mother. 

so that's the reason why something must not happen.
sleep now and wake up healthy, please. 

2013年10月26日 星期六

the copywriter

i am a copywriter, translator, proofreader and editor.  when i am working i write for other people, and when i am not working i write for myself.  i cannot live without writing -- it is true either in a realistic sense or an abstract sense.  it earns me my living and fulfills my life purposes in many ways.

at this moment, i feel that this is what i want to do for the rest of my life, even though there are always other things that i want to do at the same time.  i know i am not the best yet, in fact, i am quite certain that i am far from the best still.  but quality is also a by-product of experience, besides hard work and genius, and that takes time to acquire. 

i have so many tasks on my desk that even my colleague got worried.  but when it comes to writing, i enjoy it a great deal.  i wish that i have the time and energy to write all well.

at the end of the day, i love being a copywriter. (and i just want to spell it out.)



2013年10月21日 星期一

this love

is so simple yet so important.

dear as him, my dearest.

2013年10月4日 星期五

be a bigger person

big people become small when they are mean, but small people do not get big when they are mean. so people, no matter how big or small they are, when they are mean they belittle themselves.

i should not care, nor should i fear. i am as small as a small potato. but eventually, i will (and i am sure that i can) become a bigger person by being kind, and by trying to be kinder than necessary.

whatever it is, it only takes some wisdom to overcome. i believe in the power of a good heart, and a good mind.

lose temper, but not faith.