when the water is too deep

i will just have to start swimming.

i am the pirate you are the princess
we could sail the seven seas

these two lines bewitched me.

i think it is too late to be angry for what happened two years ago.
i don't know why i didn't get angry back then,
i am sure i was pretty upset, but i was too weak.
god made it a lot easier by having angels sent to me
but a part of me is still hurting from time to time.
i am still as silly as i ever was,
and there is this one thing that will never change.

me.

sometimes i can't help but wonder if history repeats itself.
if it does, i must be one of those people who never learn.

so at the end of the day i have only got myself to blame.