it is sometimes a bit annoying

when someone assumes that you can do something simply basing on the fact that they do something themselves. seriously, it can be like that but it is not always like that. people are different. (this i keep in mind, too, as i may go around assuming things from time to time when i am not paying attention to my thoughts.)

if you can claim a person your friend and sleep with him/her (and that you can have many friends like that and can do the same with many bodies), that's just you. although the case is rare, but there are actually people who wait all their lives hoping that they can find that one true love and sleep with just one person for the rest of their lives. it is easy to go all flower-hearted and fall in love as often as one can. but there are things that a person does or does not do. we all have certain bottom-lines that we try our best never to cross. falling in love is one thing, sleeping around is a different thing. this is more or less a matter of personal choice, but your choice is not necessarily everybody else's choice. some people would rather not make that choice.

i waited all my life for this one thing to be done right. i might have a million crushes and a few boyfriends before but here is this one thing i can do with just one person, if i were lucky enough it would be just this one person for the rest of my life. (amen.)

i don't crave sex, i crave the two of us. if it can happen with anybody, it is probably worthless.