winter and everything else depress me. i want what i want to want me, but obviously what i want do not want me as much as i want them. so that's it. the only solution is to tell myself to stop wanting what i want, as that will be the only way to solve this misery.
i am too tired to exist. the weather is too cold for one to sleep in the middle of one's bed alone, yet the only one you want to sleep with is too far away.
i am now too weak even to struggle. whatever will be, will be.
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