“You must be the change you want to see in the world.” - Gandhi

i cannot count how many times i have come across people saying "people won't change." i can only at most agree with the saying "some people never change." while i absolutely believe that there are people who change over time/ for different reasons/ eventually.

because i have not always been like this. i have changed as well, over the years, having bumped into major events that have cast lasting influence over my little life, i changed a lot, and i have met people who changed, from good to bad, or from bad to good.

and most of the time, indeed, it does not matter whether people change or not, the changes in life happen mostly along the changes you make in you.

can we not for a second believe that the world does spin around us most of the time, that we are often really the center of the universe? so each of us can spend less time lusting after what other people are doing/ what they have, and focus on each of our world cultivating the soil on our own land?

i seldom get jealous, (though i can be a little possessive and i absolutely don't like people putting their hands on my belongings... is that jealousy? haha.) because/but i am quite sure that what i have, i would not trade with anybody else for anything else, in some sense god/the universe/life has already given me the best of things. even though i whine often about my boobs being too small, i still prefer them over anybody else's, simply because of the fact that they are mine.

so here is a little drawing i did today, titled "i really want to make love to my boyfriend." (roars.)