i would have written about this tremendous pressure.

but it is meaningless to write about it. i know what i am doing, and i know what i want. i will work as hard as i can to keep everything in place.

now if the universe would just push things a little bit and give me all the power, the courage, the love and the wisdom i need to tackle all difficulties, i will be more than grateful.

everyone of us has got to learn to stand on our own, and trust ourselves a little bit more. there is no way i cannot make it. there is no way i cannot give everyone what they need and still get what i want.

everyday of the week i am exhausted and overworked. i just need a good night sleep, and then i will wake up strong and positive. cherry knows all the tricks and secrets to make life better. :)