oh.

it took me more than a year to realise that i am not in it alone.

yet today i feel more alone than ever.

i would do almost anything to bring those days of sweetness back.

i don't know why for a few days i was needy then, all of a sudden,

i should have just come up here to write about it

like i usually do.

oh cherry. what have you done?

why can't you keep your feelings to yourself

like most smart girls can?