i have to stop dwelling in the past.

no matter how happy it was, i cannot stay stuck there forever.

(but memories get us through the hardest time...?)

it is within me that the good times always last.

i am in the lovesick mode continously, i am extremely busy
but still, he is always on my mind,

all day long, all the time

and i will have to go through it a thousand times.

it is because i know how good it can be
and i know that what already is the best can get better still, and

life has shown me that if i am to wait

and be good, and be patient and continue what i am doing -

my moments will come eventually.

oh cherry.