have you ever had the feeling that the world is moving in a pace too fast? i am feeling like i have to catch my breath every second because i am hardly keeping up with the steps of time.
it's a another new year already. but i'm not ready. i was too tired sleeping when the clock struck 12 last night. i didn't have the energy to get up and go jumping up and down screaming happy new year. i am not ready.
soon i will be 24. and i'm not ready. school will start again soon. and i'm not ready. sunday is coming. and i'm not ready.
i have been trying hard to not fit in.
sometimes it feels as if we are all living under a Ponzi Scheme, it looks like some of us are really investing our earnings on something, and that our investment seems to be really generating something rewarding, but the truth is we are only taking something from others' investment thinking that those are the profits we have made.
most of us do not know what we are investing on, and what we want, we are only trying hard to fit in, and live our lives like everybody else does.
i have been trying hard to not fit in. i only want what i want, this new year, i want to live a good life, and live it good.
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