let's not think of him

as there are too many shes, brokenhearted
all alone, left in helplessness. he would say it would
not be fair to say
those many hes caused all those sufferings.

but who else could have?

marriage is the worst solution to all things.
it's a resolution. an end to every peace of mind
freedom-wise. the beginning of
many doomed mornings

of babies crying.

but then we, women, stupid beings
chase after years after years of loneliness
in deseperate need
to define, confine, until we deny
her bone of his bone for his back in her back -

their way to tease fate.