disappearing into sleep

today i am annoyed by the fact that my tax form was sent to the wrong address, and i found out that it happened last year as well, so i never knew i had to fill in a tax form, and i never did, and then i realised that i was fined for that, while i am quite sure that what i earned last year was basically nothing that required me to pay tax etc.

anyways, i wonder why i always have so many of these things to take care of. how many things does a girl have to handle? why does it seem that i have to handle all these ever since i have learnt how to write? i used to be proud, well, quite proud of myself tnat i could master the atm machine when i was 9, and that i knew how to issue a cheque when i was 10. i think i have been well-trained to be independent, that i was taught to figure out things on my own and be responsible at an age quite very young. but still, it is all too troublesome no matter how used to it i have grown to be. i am so desperately annoyed.

i think a flu must have been developing itself inside me, since i feel sleepy and heavy all the time...... :/

i don't have enough time for everything. life is too short and time is running out too fast. in 3 weeks i will be seeing him again. today we have a typhoon in hong kong, and its name is seahorse. i love its name.