at one point

at one point you fell in love; at one point you fell
a little bit too hard. at one point you thought
that was it; at one point he called it quit. at
one point you dug your way into poverty; at one
point you lost your privileges; at one point
you became a working girl; at one point
you almost could not pay the rent; at one point the
payday was delayed; at one point you traveled
back and forth for work, 3 hours each day, 6 days a week
and more; at one point you kissed too many boys; at one point
your hair was long, at one point you cut it short; at one
point you met mr. darcy; at one point mr. darcy disappeared; at one
point one good boy came along; at one point you got another job,
doubled your earnings; at one point you moved to somewhere
farther but nicer; at one point everything turned
for the better. at one point you were to blame for mistakes
you did not make; at one point others were to blame for your mistakes;
at one point his text came in a thunderstorm, at
one point you thought your big boss
did not like you anymore; at one point
you found yourself in europe. at one point your butterflies flapped
wings; at one point he sent you a heart; at one point
you started to want to forget all marriage, no sex, feeling like
you would not care; at one point you woke up and
wondered, if what you thought would last, would last.
at one point it was father's day; at one point
you realised you had long lost your father. at
one point you saw your mother's smiling face, at one point
you knew life was all but full of grace. amen.

i have put myself out there to make my moments, haven't you started?

today i have a crush on cantonese opera. today i can't stop
listening to beyond. time is too little, i want it all,
i want to get my hands on everything
beautiful and close.