all good things

we are all different. a scorpion is just as good as a cicada, as a rabbit is just as good as a snake, or there is actually no good and bad. if most of us work against our nature, the universe shall stop functioning. in my mom's culture, it is especially good being a monk. they see it as a merit.

but if we are all monks, then there's no love, no sex, no reproduction, no next generation. the world will cease to be. (maybe that's the termination of all sufferings in life. but is the sweetness not worthwhile?)

so there is this one thing i cannot understand.

we can't all be everything or nothing. each of us has to do our part, though we are different, no one is especially good as no one is especially bad.

tao is when all things are the same as all things are different.

it was said in to kill a mockingbird that we are only equal in the courtroom.

shall laws be by nature or by us?

i have to stop reading about serial killers... :/
(but if he loves her, how could he kill her?)