life is pretty much about going back to each other now.

this longing between us

won't stop.

sometimes i stare at an empty space

and all i can see is his face.

"i dream of you even when i'm awake."

he gave me a doll, a lovely rabbit/bear creature.

i have never hugged a thing so much

other than a human.

he said it is to keep me companied while he is away.

i find us quite special, quite nice,

and in quite a lot of love. :)