i got my salary today :)

although 70% of it has already gone. but at least most bills are settled already.
may is considering our europe trip again, i wish i can go with her.
the evil twins will surly have an awesome adventure!

i have been thinking, and thinking, and thinking.
i have always wanted to be the girl who gets everything i want

but everything i want seems so little. for my whole life,
i have just been hoping that i can be able to keep what i have
or what i once had.

now tell me, how could someone be able to get something out of the blue once and again
and one day she just can't make the same trick work, not anymore?

maybe god only gives me what i need. nothing less, nothing more indeed.