i should at the very least

try to look pretty.

每個人都是為自己。

愈返工愈發覺，
每個人都是為自己。
這句說話是離職很久的上司告訴我的，
近來總是想起。

其實為自己也無可厚非，
每個人都應該要懂得為自己，
為自己，為屋企，
難道下下等人為你？

為自己是正常的，
問題是人有多貪婪。

我近來常常做架倆，其實自問有些愚蠢。

不過我看不過眼。
有時候，做些與自己過不去的事情，
是因為看不過眼。

就是因為我不夠蠢，也不夠聰明，
我才看得透我應該看透的。

人是應該為自己，
但也不是下下只為自己。

i cannot carry the world on my shoulder.

everyone has their own cross to bear.
let them do whatever they think they must.
i don't feel like fighting anymore. it's not worth my efforts.
it is, afterall, not about me.

why do i care? i am tired.
i should focus on my own enjoyment and happiness.

or my life will pass me by.

about me

i am tired. so much to be done.
so little time.
so little me.

i am tired.